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The subject title says it all I guess..

As some of you will know, I have struggled with my past in the adult industry and at times have deeply regretted it. Now I am able to face it and dare I say, even take some pride in the work I created in 2005, despite the problems it has caused in my personal life.

As a result of this acceptance, I have been trying to track down some of my films. However, a good deal of them are no longer available or are hard to source.

I am posting to see if anyone can help me source copies of the films I was in. Could you please send me a message if you are able to help?

Thanks in advance..

This is me, by the way, forgot to put my name with the post..

http://www.bgafd.co.uk/actresses/details.php/id/s00334

Which ones are hard to source?

We have:

at quite a good price right now if you are interested.

Actually if I look a bit more carefully we also have:

I Only Love .... Both Holes Filled:

I Only Love .... Girl Girl Action

Yeah..go on and send her a free copy, plus any more you may have...she's suffered enough and to my mind was quite a talented little actress back in 2005.

Spoken with the owner and he would be happy to send Miss Bond these movies if she wants/needs them.

Miss Bond drop us an e mail help@mi-porn.com with your address details and the movies you want and we will happily send them on.

These are the 3 movies we have with you in

We look forward to hearing from you.

I am genuinely fascinated with people who do porn then end up regretting it.

People have thought me strange when I used to do open days and sit with new guys and girls in my living room watching porn and telling them in no uncertain terms the impact it can have on their life and very rarely have I met with anyone who woke up , as if from a trance and said...Youre right Terry. Dagnammit! What the hell am I doing here????

Just skip to the bit where I get shagged and get paid ma fugger

Seriously, at what point do people realise it was a bad thing and the impact it has on their lives?

Colour me amazed.

Ive been accused of doing "the devils work", well if that is true then the devil aint never done nothing wrong that the person wouldnt have done anyway.

Ive never convinced anyone EVER to do porn. I just merely asked.

Ive only ever worked with you once Sam and to be honest, I thought you was great to work with. I had no idea you had problems with it

Anti porn campaigners love people like you because it highlights everything that is bad and evil about this business but the reality is, would you have had a problem with it, if those you cared about had not had a problem with you doing it?

Zorro -

Many thanks for your kind reply. I have emailed you regarding the dvds..

Joe -

Don't Kiss Me Just Fuck Me 2 seems impossible to get hold of these days..

One Eyed Jack -

To briefly reply, the problem was living in the moment and not thinking hard enough about the future (despite the fact I was in my early 30's). I have spent 7 years struggling (and failing) to find a nice boyfriend that can accept I have made porn. Despite the fact I only did it from Sept - Dec 2005, those few weeks have had a massive long term effect on my private life. The nice men I have met cannot accept it as part of my past and have really struggled with it. I have to them at a certain stage as I cannot run the risk of them somehow finding out from the internet or perhaps their friends. I have to be honest and admit it, and I have yet to find someone who can see past those few weeks and what I have done and accept me as I am..