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wow, this is really making it hard for me to go. What with webhost problems, which is why the site is down anyway, family problems, and to not being too well of late and being really run down I just cant run a website at this present time, I dont have the strength or deication that I once did.

If there was anyway round this or if I could think of anything then this wouldn't be the case.

Maybe leaving will make me miss it, when my problems are all gone, if it wasnt for them I would be half way to be persuded not to go and for a second I had forgot how many friends I had made in the 5 years I have been around.

One things for sure Pauls-spunksluts is no more and wont be brought back Whether a new site is brought in it's place I dont know. But the many e-mails I have recieved from people telling me to not giving up has really got to me. Should I leave it with a I'll be back as Terry has said, will I come back from the dead like the amazingly sexy Katie Lee has just done???Shall I never say Never???

Would I learnt to deal with the attention and comments of others who know me who dont agree with what I am doing? If I carried on?

There is certainly alot of material left over that people didnt get to see.

And here's me thinking dam my life for not being able to do a thing about it.

Thanks to you all, you have all really touched me with your kindness

Farewell

Paul

Good luck Paul I'm sure which ever venture you next pursue will be a successful and happy venture!!!

All the best fella!

Jig

ur probably suffering burnout luvvey.

it happens to us all. performers and producers. its abit like writers block.
infact AIM have a poster on there wall with ten tips on staying healthy in porn and burnout is no.10. if memory serves it says "if ur suffering burnout - GET OUT!!!"

some people find a weeks holiday is enough and others need a few years out.

the good thing about porn as a career is that u can flit in and out as and when u want.
so paul take all the time u need and if one day u fancy picking up ur cam again then so be it.

You will be missed by the punters, bud. Come back soon.

I saw you at the party recently Paul but for some reason never got to talk to you which was a shame...

I was shocked when I read this thread...if it's family matters then fair enough....

Hope to see you back at sometime...never heard a bad word said about you by anyone and believe me, in this industry that's pretty rare....

Good luck in whatever you do.

Hi Paul

Good luck for the future.

Sandie, you maybe onto something there. It would explain the way I am feeling and to be honest I am actually quiet suprised by all the e-mails and posts I have recieved.

Maybe saying never is too harsh and if I never return then at least I have left it open.

But for the meantime I have more important things to attend to and alot of catching up to do with that thing we call life,as this job really does take up alot of your time.

as I say I will still be in the background and keeing my eye out on all things industry and who knows maybe one day I will regain the fire I had for this type of work.

All the best and thanks to everyone

Farewell

Paul dude from what I know of you your gonna be a big miss to all and it was great meeting you mate.
You were part of the paint work in this forum I know that for sure hahaha thing is your paint was spunk and you had it all over your site as well haha good work old chap
All the best with your new venture and if you ever fancy a pint just give me a bell as you live local to me at the end of the day.

Best of luck,

Adam Brown
www.Wild-Catz.com

hi i dont really visit here much.
but just to say thank you and good luck to the splendid guy that is paul taylor, who's gentleman ways of handling business was just truly lovely to deal with.
he has brought many new models into the industry always with a full respect for them.
i did my last scene with paul, and it genuinely was a pleasure!
paul if you read this.
good luck in whatever you do (look after that voice)
best wishes Jett

look after my voice, I am trying too, you should hear our new bunch of songs they coming along nicely and writing all the time, will send you a few tracks when I see you online on msn messager. How did you know that my muisic was on of the other things I am concentrating on?

Always a pleasure with you Jett, thanks for your kind words. You are a darling

Paul