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one eyed jack wrote:

> Thanks Blue Womble...
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> Youre comments re: Jasmine Webb had me thinking about these
> podcasts with Ava DaLush and Scarlett Revell that you might
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OK ONE EYED JACK

i wrote in bold to get your attenion, LOL. i just now listened to your naked truth podcast of ava delush and scarlett revell and i took notes. here is a summary of my notes.


AVA DELUSH
ava delush seems very intellegent.
i like how she looks after herself.
i'm not much for the foot fetish, but to each their own.
i like the fact she don't see herself as a career porn star and wants to do many things with her life.
i can realate to her small town ideals, although nottingham is not really a small town IMO.
she's not really a sexual person, which i'm fine with.
she's artistic.
she sees porn as a business, which it is, but my mindset can't think that way since i think through passion.
she likes honest people, which i see her as that.
i can relate to her all- natural dick-to-pussy stance to a certain degree.
but she'll never see this analisis since she don't do forums.
i like her twitter page since she talks about other things besides porn and does'nt pigeonhole herself.
i liked that tunnel of love picture she had on her twitter page.
all in all, very nice person.

SCARLETT REVELL
she is a fan of the business and likes to watch porn like i do.
i really connected to her love to watching porn every night, i do the same.
porn makes me feel normal too.
the parents wedding tape bit story i felt for her.
i also feel the way she felt towards porn scenes.
she likes sincere scenes, no faking it.
i can relate with her comment to a certain degree of filimg sex and not having sex of your own, except i'm watching the filming. LOL
she's a control freak and knows what she wants, which i am as well.
she likes a hard dick, who does'nt though???.
she likes the though process of leaving more to the imagination.
she likes sexual expansion and freedom and likes to work up a sweat during sex.
she's like me in the aspect i can picture a porn scene in my head by looking at someone.
her mom is like mom my when it comes to talking about sex, a open forum.
we both started watching porn the same way, through the internet and are curiousity grew from seeing it at a young age.
i am OCD as well as her and many others.
she would'nt have sex with me due to my beard and me being oily, which is fine with me. LOL. i would'nt want to break her out.
like her and yourself, i am happy women are geting more involed in the business from the directing side of things.
she don't mind sexual induced urination, which is'nt my deal.
she has limitations, which it's good from my vantage point.
she likes all-natural looking women.
she knows how i'm thinking as a man, when it comes to knowing women and feeling a connection in order to achieving a erection.
she perfers fuck-to-cum scenes.
she want's stroking and kissing after scenes, which i'm so uncomfortable about kissing.
you don't have to been good looking, which gives me a little hope.
she believes men want what they can't have, which is very true.
she's very appreciatve of her opportunity to do something she loves.
she wants to take care of her talent.
some guys in the business feel like me when it comes to approching women outside of porn, except i'm not in the business.
both of you say you should study porn, which i do alot, i'm very analytical.
she hates the fake orgasm and knows when a woman is really cumming.
all in all, a FANTASTIC person and somebody i could see myself hanging around with. grade a in my book.

also, i'd like to mention what a ex-friend of mine in high school once told me when you were talking about the british government controling the adult film industry. she told me "who is the government to tell me what to do with my pussy??? it's my right as a woman to give it to whom i want to, reject anybody i want not to have it and bore a child out of it if i want to. it's not the government's pussy, it's mine." which i totally agree with her.
in closing, i have to say i went through phases of feeling comfortable and uncomfortable listening to your podcast, i disagree with some of your preferences on BDSM, rough sex and urination. but people have preferences for a reason. i come from a very conservative background where my family said that sex was a sin, it was immoral and you would go to hell if you masterbated. you can see why i'm a atheist now, i've been watching porn for 15 years, i've masterbated at least once everyday most of those 15 years (unless i was sick or depressed), i was raped when i was 8 years old and i've always had problems approaching women because i feel ugly or unwanted. i have less than zero confidence. i've never been on a date and the rape was the only sex i got.
all in all, your a very nice bloke one eyed jack. i hope it's not inappropriate to say, but i send you a friend invite on facebook one eyed jack. if you'd like to accept, that's fine, if not, so be it.

good day to you and KRO mate.

Blue Womble. I'm impressed!

You did proper listen to the podcasts. Thanks for the review

one eyed jack wrote:

> Blue Womble. I'm impressed!
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> You did proper listen to the podcasts. Thanks for the review
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i'm glad your impressed one eyed jack. but i'd like to inform you i don't think i'll listen to any more podcasts.

i woke up about a hour ago and thinking about the podcast depressed me. i was depressed because i'm not part of that world. to me, if i were to just be around a porn star, especially of the female persuasion, i'd get down on myself and think less of myself and think i'm not worthy of being around them. i have severe confidence issues when it comes to women to the point i get claustrophobic around women that are strangers.

plus, say you invited me to england to shoot a scene. i know damn well after the scene i'm going to feel dirty, violated, used, worthless and it will send me over the edge. even though it's consensual sex and i allowed it, i will feel like nothing more than a tool that was taken advantage of. the only sex i ever had in my life was when i was raped when i was 8. it seems like life between that point and now has slowly taken my confidence and my innocence away from me. i've been turned down by every woman i've asked out. porn has been the only thing i can turn too and lately, porn just don't fill the void in my life like it once did. i love porn and believe anybody should be able to watch it at their own leisure, but i've watched it mostly daily for 15 years and sometimes, it's not enough.

when a month or so ago, you wanted me on your podcast, i felt i was the least qualified guy to be on your podcast because you've got performers and directors and what not on your podcasts who know how the business is. plus, i've never done a podcast before and don't know where to start. i know my oppertunity has passed to do the podcast and after seeing a 45 minute with ava and 120 minute with scarlett, yours with me would be 15-20 minute, LOL. i'm not trying to send a mixed message one eyed jack, i love this business and there are times i feel i could contribute to the business, but i feel i don't belong in the business because being around women is traumatizing to me, being around sex is a foreign concept for me and i am what you would call a project, because i have so many mental barriers that need to be broken before i could ever consitter a life in porn.

once again, your a very nice bloke. but unless you have some suggestions, i think i'll refrain from listening because it only makes me want to be part of it more, even though i don't believe i can.

KRO mate.

I often turn to Clint Eastwood quotes to replace a long rambling answer:

"Man must know his limitations"

That aside i think youd make a GREAT podcast because you eschew all the complexities that are levelled at porn by the sound of your personality.

I'm no psychologist by any stretch but I do have experience enough to talk about this and you sir would be the perfect podcast

The offer still stands

one eyed jack wrote:

> I often turn to Clint Eastwood quotes to replace a long
> rambling answer:
>
> "Man must know his limitations"
>
> That aside i think youd make a GREAT podcast because you
> eschew all the complexities that are levelled at porn by the
> sound of your personality.
>
> I'm no psychologist by any stretch but I do have experience
> enough to talk about this and you sir would be the perfect
> podcast
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> The offer still stands
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how would we make this work??? would you call me??? do i call you??? obviously i can't come to england due to my financial situation. so if you break down how this would work, i'd really consitter doing it. granted i'm not a phone person, but since that might be are only option, if i knew how things went, i'd consitter doing it.

i never really have seen myself as performer material. i'm like scarlett as i've seen myself more as the kind of guy who creates the picture and then lets the artists paint with the canvas. for example, i was watching the cosby porn parody that will ryder produced and i saw monica foster playing claire huxtable and though to myself "monica does'nt look anything like phylicia rashad." it's important to me that if your going to do a parody (which i lothe because it's so easy to piggyback off somebody elses fame and it does'nt allow creativity) is that you get somebody that looks like the person your parodying. my first though was "i would have gotten somebody like a anjanette astoria to play claire because she looks like claire."

plus another thing that annoys me about parodies is the garden variety sex that parodies bring, it's either all boy-girl scenes or if it's a threeway, it's two girls and one boy and if it is two boys and one girl, there's no DP or anything of that nature. the point of a parody is partly to live out nasty fantasies that people might have about these people that you might think they would never do in their real lives. claire huxtable or the woman playing her, phylicia rashad might not do group sex, but somebodies fantasy might have her being DPed.

my cosby scene with claire huxtable would have claire coming home from a busy day at the law offices, her husband cliff is out delivering a baby, her children are staying the weekend at her oldest daughter sondra's and her husband elvin. so she has the house to herself. the dishwasher needs to be fixed so she calls two guys out to work on the dishwasher, one white guy (played by jordan ash) and one black guy (played by byron long). they come out and greet her and assure her the dishwasher will be fixed. after fixing the dishwasher, the workers start up a conversation with claire, claire reveals how stressed she is with her hectic life and the workers are sympathetic with her. the white worker offers to give claire a massage, which at first, she is reluctant, but eventally conceeds because the white worker insists he's "good with his hands". well, a slow sensuous neck massage gets her in the mood to where she asks if she can return the favor of giving the workers a massage, since in her words "you guys have earned it.". she then whips their dicks out and double BJ's them at the kitchen table, then after than, the white worker sits on the kitchen island and gets a BJ from a bend over claire while the black worker eats her out and then slides it in and pounds her. then after a while of that, the black guy lays on the island and claire rides him cowgirl vaginally while blowing the white guy who's standing on the island, then the black guy slowly slides his dick into claire's ass and claire rides him reverse cowgirl anally while still blowing the white guy and after some of that, the white guy slides his dick in her pussy and they DP her on the island. the black guy then creampies in her ass and the white guy creampies in her pussy as claire says at the end of it "i got some other appliances you guys might need to fix".

that's my attempt to be a porn director like yourself. if it's good, thank you. if it's bad, i'll understand.

thanks again for reading one eyed jack and KRO mate.